how is it going this week friends?
good? bad? how we feeling?
me? i’m feeling overwhelmed these days. since we’ve started i have lost 4lbs by doing the following.
1. not eating out for dinner (once a week)
2. consistently asking myself “bitch yo hungry or no?” then stopping if i actually wasn’t hungry anymore
3. eating a lean, low calorie breakfast every morning.
that was going great except this week i ran smack dab into a glass window plateau and haven’t budged. so i think to myself. ok … time to step it up a notch. i need to actually start tracking my calores, cut out the small bites here and there and really, honestly get my but to the gym.
i’m not even kidding it’s been an entire week since i went and my gym bag ready to go has been sitting in my office looking at me so so very sad.
i just don’t go. i actually stay and work later so i don’t have time to go. sometimes.
by the time i leave the office it’s dark and i just want to go home eat dinner and call it a day. i have zero motivation at all to get my saggy buns to the gym. i need something fun. i need warmth i need to be able to go in the daylight. i was going over lunch but you never look quite right afterwards. makeups a little smeared your hair is crappy from getting damp in the shower. and can we talk about those itty bitty towels at the gym? nothing makes you feel worse than when you have to like sew 4 together to cover your entire body.
sorry i am not one of those women who is free to just waltz around the locker room. no actually i’m not sorry. i think that is weird. (my personal opinion).
can you tell how much i hate going to the gym? i do actually love that werq class but i get irritated and distraction by the woman who have been in cardio classes all day and take up a ton of dance space in the front and then the johnny come laters who sneak in 5 minutes after the class has started and stand right in front of you. once i “accidentally” wacked a girl upside the head. but hey she came late to class and stood in my dance space. and once i start the fun don’t stop. can’t control my jazz hands.
ok so by typing this i think i just answered my own question. i will get my butt to the gym. sigh. i wish there was just one more hour of (daylight) in the day.
when do you find time to hit the gym?